Well, it has been a while since I posted here. Things were very
hectic at home, with everyone deciding to fall sick, almost as if on cue,
at the same time. However, everyone is back to their normal business, and
it feels good to be back.
Today, I provide links to just a couple of posts;
while the posts are by academics in liberal arts / humanities, everyone
should be able to identify with the deeply felt views expressed by them.
The first one is from
Adam Kotsko (probably a
budding academic), who is grappling with what he needs to do to pass
academic muster in his chosen field of philosophy.
Though he likes conversing with
great minds (by reading their texts), he seems exasperated by the
"need to make these texts into something, turn them toward the goal of
producing my own piece of writing so that I will continue to meet the
requirements of scholarly productivity which graduate study is socializing
into me". He finds himself trying to
"figure out some way to squeeze out a paper on Zizek's use of Kierkegaard,
so that I can send it off
and people will publish it, so that I can write down on a piece of paper
that it has been published".
Look at how an experienced
academic -- Prof. Bradford DeLong,
a Berkeley economist -- poses the same problem.
Academia should really be about conversing with great minds and finding a
compelling voice for yourself -- all the while having a great deal of fun.
Academic pursuit's resemblance to a game whose goal is to build a CV of
professional
achievements, if it is taken seriously, will only lead to cynicism that
makes you feel let down.
Best thing about both these posts is how beautifully they are able to
express -- through just, plain words -- the deepest feelings of their
authors. I wish I could do that ...
Update: Over at Uncertain Principles, Chad Orzel displays a different type of angst. This time, his musings are about "really important work" vs. "good enough" work, with the former being defined as that worthy of Physical Review Letters (we know what the latter is, don't we? ;-). Thankfully, his inner voice has put him back on track:
[...] every little bit helps. Small papers count almost as much as important ones, when it comes to demonstrating a research track record for a tenure review. By continuing to think big, I'm shooting myself in the foot ...